I'll tell you the answer to my terrible joke at the end of the post. I am having a hard time accepting just how much God is going to use me..the very thing I have been asking him for. I feel like I am being pushed out into the open and that I am not going to be able to just be me anymore. I had a long talk with the bartender at work yesterday about God. He believes in "energy" and that if someone's religion gets them through the day, than why isn't that acceptable as "their truth". I asked him that if thinking I was a cat got me through the day, is it acceptable to think that way? He kept restating that truth was relative and asked me if I thought that the Chinese were wrong for believing in their gods for centuries..I said I absolutely thought they were wrong. His eyes got wide on that one. I was able to make clear points and walked away feeling as though I had presented the case for absolute truth as accurately as I could, and I was certainly respectful, as was he. I will really need to be praying for him. This is the reason I'm feeling out of my comfort zone. I am evangelizing and it makes me feel weird. I also have been having a hard time praying without feeling fake and routine the past couple days. I want the warm fuzzies back. I was peaceful and felt more natural as today progressed, but now as I write I still feel out-of-whack. Is is doubt or what? I am not sure what is going on. Help! The answer to the joke is, of course, a chicken. They can't read each others lips.